Hard As A Rock
Friday, March 31, 2006
this is 5 posts in a row!
hold on to yourself, trick!
today is friday, so i'm more relaxed -- but do remind me not to slip again and try vodka on a thursday night when i have to get up friday morning.
i don't even think i drank that much. but i felt like i couldn't move this morning -- well, my body would move but my head wouldn't cooperate.
anyway. i'm here.
and i know that through the current conflict that is torturing my heart and mind, something good will come.
i know this b/c i can't believe i would be in this situation unless it's for a reason -- there is a lesson to be learned.. and i don't know what it is yet... but i guess i'm learning as i go
time for some caffeine
Thursday, March 30, 2006
and again ...
she is amazing today
more than i can handle
i'm always so good. so proper.
just once i want to be devious
to be indulgent
to take that chance
and it may be soon
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
last night, i get home -- my wife has dinner cooked -- and a candle going in the living room --
she had done the laundry -- she said she was trying to let me relax a bit.
i greatly appreciated it... greatly.
and then, there was relief -- yes, it was self-inflicted. but it was wonderful.
so, today -- it's a hard day -- i could certainly use some v time... but it's a good day, too
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Monday, March 27, 2006
A Very Hard Day!
rock is having a very hard day
no, not a terrible, horrible, very bad day
just a very hard day
Friday, March 24, 2006
Put it away!
i mean damn.
how many fucking personal calls are you getting on your cell phone at work?
if there is a desperately urgent call during work hours, someone can call your work number. but how many fucking people do you have to talk to while you are at WORK?
and what the hell is up with putting a work call on hold to answer your personal cell phone?
"i never turn my cell phone off, i have kids..."
what the hell does that mean? they can't call you at work? you don't have a phone in your house?
"i have to answer if it's my daughter..."
really? so she can tell you she failed her math test?
what happened before cell phones -- i'll tell you -- we concocted schemes to deceive our parents and had a good story ready for them by the time they picked our little asses up from school -- we talked to our friends in person.
now, i have a cell phone. i keep it on when i'm away from the office and when i'm traveling to and from work -- and sometimes when i'm out on the weekends.
but it's not a fucking appendage
now, why can't you find a quieter way to waste time at work ... like blogging?
or having sex with murphy on your bosses conference room table?
Thursday, March 23, 2006
used to be for posting HNR ... but it's still cold and it's almost April
anyway, when summer comes, i might too! ...
i'm at work
so i should be working
i'd love to be in seattle
especially when spring really comes
but i like today
something's going to happen -- maybe trick will be there
and have i mentioned how happy i am that murphy has found a man... even if he is called melissa...?
i wonder if he realizes that she inspired a whole line of dolls-- the Murphy-Hot Bitch! :)
Monday, March 20, 2006
The answer is yes ...
before you ask
the answer is yes
yes, you caught me
yes, i can't resist
yes, it was you
yes, in my dream
yes, every night
yes, your kiss would capture me
yes, your looks entrance me
yes, you can possess me
yes, i'll give it all to you
yes, all of me
yes, for all of you
yes, every day
yes, from now on
yes, you can own me
yes, when you are mine
before you ask
before you glance again
before your mind wonders
before your heart skips the next beat
before you ask
the answer is YES
Friday, March 17, 2006
Please Stop ...
Please stop being so beautiful
Please stop being so brilliant
Please stop being so wonderful
Please stop being there
almost isn't enough
almost i can't stand
almost every day
almost out of control
all i want
is all i can't have
just one thing
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
I don't know why i'm just now posting this ... probably because Sunday I was watching the show and on my second glass of my now favorite drink -- vodka and sprite...
anyway -- on desperate housewives, Bree tells her son, "the opposite of love is not hate. it's indifference."
Bree is/was right (and HOT)
that's the word
What a difference ...
a day makes
after Saturday's explosion, i revisited the issue on Sunday .. then, took Monday off...
how pleasantly surprised i was to arrive home last night ... having had only one day between orgrasms... and realizing my wife was not going to be home for at least an hour
so, i took matters into my own hands again
and what a delight ... the single day off made the experience wonderful, but not desperate
thanks to all of you who provided fantasy elements for me..
Monday, March 13, 2006
it's been almost one week since i've posted
also of note
this past saturday i realized it had been one FULL WEEK -- SEVEN DAYS -- since i last had an orgasm
so, as my wife went to bed early, i opted to stay up and watch TV ... and took care of my little problem... which quickly turned into a big problem ... which after a while turned into a HUGE mess... i don't think i've gone more than 5 days in a row without an orgasm EVER ... so you can imagine the sweetness of the release (and sheer volume, too!)
that's all for now
life is back in balance
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
yesterday was an amazing day
well, it was a normal day until about 6 PM
but after that, it was amazing
more details may come later
and more amazing things may be happening
Monday, March 06, 2006
The Million Dollar Room!
No, not at the Million Dollar Hotel
so, here's the scenario.
Someone tells you that you can have $1 million.
all for you.
it's going to be kept in a glass room that's easy to find and see ... for one year.
there is a code to get in the room. You will get the code at the end of the year. but the keypad is there for all to see.
anyone can try and access the room by guessing the code. or by breaking in if they can.
however, if you attempt to guess the code, break-in, or otherwise access the room, the million dollars will no longer be available to you.
remember, though, that if you wait until all circumstances align, and no one else has accessed the money, it's all yours.
what do you do?