Hard As A Rock
Thursday, June 29, 2006
I just don't understand how people can be such grammar idiots.
i mean, really. how is this possible?
your instead of you're?
or, here's my favorite -- people adding an apostrophe to make a word PLURAL.
that's fucking wrong, people.
if you want to say more than one FRY it's fries, not FRY's. the word FRY'S means that someTHING belongs to FRY -- like: "that pen over there belongs to FRY, it's fry's!"
are people not at least learning basic punctuation at school? or do they not even fucking care?
or, CART's for $1.00 -- seriously, i read that sign not long ago. who is cart? what of hers are you selling for a dollar? i asked the people behind the desk - they were perplexed.
maybe i've been on this rant before?
i don't fucking care.
i need to see murphy and let her kick my ass with the shoestring from her running shoes
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Monday, June 26, 2006
someone asked me the other day, in response to an offhand comment i made about you, what exactly it is there is to like...
let's start with your brilliance
your commitment to hard work
your ability to arrive flawless, work a 12-hour day, and leave exhausted, certainly, but flawless, nevertheless
your red-blonde hair, it's curls bouncing with your steps
those deep brown eyes that i could get lost in
the smile... and the way it lights up my eyes
i could talk about your height -- you're the perfect size for me... your narrow waist and great legs...
or the 4 inch heels you wear expertly
the way you perfectly match
the way you are a true professional even when you are being devious
the way you caught my eye like NO ONE ever has
the way you laugh
the way you wear your glasses --
what do i like about you?
the way i see no one else when you walk in the room...
the way i think of you everytime i hear that james blunt song...
you say you want... diamonds and a ring of gold...
All i want ... is YOU
Friday, June 23, 2006
a weekend awaits.
and let me mention...
my wife and i had "the talk"
the one we've been needing to have for some time.
the one we've started, talked around, hinted at
the one where i said, "yes, i'm serious... if this doesn't change, i'm leaving..."
i put it out there in clear, explicit language. there was no yelling ... and no crying
just a serious talk.
so we both know where we are.
it feels so much better to have that out there and know that it is clearly understood
we'll see what happens
but i made a move
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
let's get serious...
or, seriously physical...
how do you like your sex?
does the trickster take it hard?
do you like it nasty?
do you take it in the rear?
road head, anyone?
let's talk about it...
Monday, June 19, 2006
that girl over there wants to fuck me
the tall, skinny girl with the reddish hair
she wants it bad
kinda cute in the face
perfect ass and great legs
probably an "A" cup
and she wants to fuck me
well, she did
for about 4 years anyway
from the time she was 17 until she was 21
and then again i saw her... at 25 and i could tell... if she could have, she would have
but i didn't
so there she is
again... another few years have passed
and that tall, skinny, no longer virginal girl wants to fuck me
Friday, June 16, 2006
the hell am i doing today?
working my tired ass off, that's what...
well, actually, all that work came to a screeching halt just a moment ago
and so, here i am
writing some drivel in an online journal
and imagining a weekend with trick
cut off jean shorts and a white tank top -- that's what you're wearing...
and we'll take it from there...
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
i've got to post more often.
i've thought about stopping
but i can't
i need some good outlet -- someplace to put my thoughts and get a little feedback from totally anonymous people who don't really know me about what's going on in my life
i mean, that makes perfect sense
meet people you never see and let them give you there words of wisdom
actually, it does make some sense
b/c these "blog people" don't know you from a past relationship or school or something. so, they can just tell you what they think based on their life experiences and hopefully, you can learn from it...
like i'm learning all sorts of stuff about sex from trick
(well, not really, but she should post a tutorial for guys on how to land a hottie like the trickster... and how to keep her satisfied!)
and i'm learning about the power of laughter from murphy -- her perspective is truly unique and one i'm sure i'd enjoy in person
and from dearest v... DESIRE...
and anyone else who drops by... well, you take what you find and use it best you can
off to eat a south beach diet pizza
Thursday, June 08, 2006
you remember, this blog introduced her sometime ago as a former client/colleague who would often take me to lunch
cute, same age as me, professional, similar work situation. still single.
anyway, she suggested lunch a while back as we hadn't seen each other in almost 4 years. i accepted and today was it.
delicious-- and that just describes the way she looked in an adorable black dress and smart sandals. i believe she has quit smoking. a big plus
and this time, there was no work or pretense of work to discuss -- just a chance to relax and chat... lunch took some time ... and it was nice.
and W will provide at least a temporary mental break from X -- yes, i've given her a name -- that mysterious girl who i write about from time to time in half-attempts at poetry to express a deep desire (or, i'm really, really horny). anyway, i'm calling her X.
and W is today
and frankly, was just plain nice to talk with over a 2 hour+ lunch....
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Hairy-chested survey ....
A memory of a conversation i had a while back prompted me to ask these questions: (for the ladies, please)
1) would you say most guys you have been with/dated/etc have been hairy or smooth-chested?
2) what is your preference? -- do you like a guy with a completely smooth chest, somewhat hairy, or what?
ok, guys -- you can weigh-in i suppose RE: your own personal hairy-ness!
Friday, June 02, 2006
i'm posting again
and it hasn't even been a full week!
i feel better this week
i think some time to reflect helped
there is still some personal anguish
but i feel better
if only i had gotten out and run away with murphy when i had the chance
there's still time, though